Reflections

[Rehotshots@xxxxxxx]

i perceive amanda and simon as reflections of each other.  i am amazed that 
they don't like each other.  if they would stop insulting each other, i bet 
they would.  
invite her back simon, give her a chance.  i want to see her work too.  

clayton i didn't really get to see, except for his swift and painful exit.  i 
probably have 
him somewhere on floppy disk.  

mitch...he and i are both Baha'is, only he is what is referred to as active 
and i am
inactive.  i got my feelings hurt when i was trying to muse some people into 
participation and some of the more dominant members of the community were 
disoriented by the shift of their background, (everyone else), moving to the 
foreground
so, i left.  i felt caged.  i take responsibility for my own immaturity now 
and blame no 
one.  shifts are unsettling.  it blew me away when he  came out with this 
pizza thing.
on another list what i do is referred to as pizzavision.  yes, there is 
something there, 
but i am not sure what.  i perceive, (meaning don't know for sure), that i 
have offended him, perhaps insulted him or frightened him or possibly that he 
feels he is 
invisible to me.  actually, i have been blinded by the intensity of this, 
mitch, and have 
not, yet, focused on your writings.  or perhaps he simply finds me boring and 
that's ok.  whatever it is forgive me mitch.  perhaps he wishes to shut me up 
and thus ignores me.  that'll work....

                                                        teri 
                                                         rambling muse 

why do we always focus on the most dominant subject in the picture?  i don't 
know the answer,  just thought  i would ask.